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 2014  10 31 o pustym żołądku pełnym autobusem ruszam plądrować rzeczywistość z sensu pod kanonadą wesołych mord skulony przed mdłym dniem czołgam się wzdłuż krawędzi zegara białą flagą wymiatam sprzed nóg pajęczynę wymogów i płyciznę dialogu tańczy ze mną wszystko przebrane za nic wracam zwycięski nie oszalałem (akurat) nijaką jem kolację i żaden mam sen leżę śpię śpię? istnieję? nikt mi nie chce powiedzeć

 2014  10 30 Oh Jenny's got a new t-shirt A drawing on it and all Her body whispers 'look, admire!' She pushes the chest forth Flattens the folds Nobody seems to see Well, I do I'll grant you disregard, my coin for unrequited feelings Fuck you Jenny

2014 10 25 Gate for honesty, dismal expression She stares at the floor once again Her demeanor dressed like a call for compassion My chance for bestowing relief -You fine? The glory of intent crushed by a trite locution -I'm fine. Fear jubilates Careless lie spoils the air But My duty fulfilled

2014 10 14 The bridge was just the closest thing cliché welcomed by indifference Boots on the railing below dark boil filled with promise It came with the wind I,  empty vessel to be thrown forth with a fall would pierce the Earth I weigh tons now tons tons tons unnamed Arms apart, I descend but backwards my back hits the concrete obscure tons forbid me to embrace eternal nothing my craved perfection

 2014 07 01   01:48 The thunder's echo put to death No trace of vivid somber clouds Life saved yet stripped of gist Eyes pleading for eternal blindness Skin whipped with grief And lungs too ripped to relish Last treasures - an empty stare and hollow breath That seem to last forever

2014 06 12   02:32 aviators on bit less humane i am mirror veil i see your eyes mine you can't unprovoked roughness our humane chipped reflection behind your eye hurt  indignant  pained flush down potential embryo swarm the humane dies in me wall mirror to size fretful visage no-one sees but me maroon oozes fourth the humane spills pupils shrink in jolt stainless battle red to half-death i betake half the humane fades nothing to bear  behold till eyelids rise at noon manifest denial three quarters humane perish regard misery crowning withering core mutely roars buckshot tears the brain and the humane vanishes eyes

It was all a déjà vu. The girl was rammaging some dead cars and piles of trash and scrap again, leaping from one stack of potential treasures to another. Dirty and scruffy, but still maintaining femininity in her moves, outline and long hair. The Sun was already sinking down the horizon, and this was the time he had chosen to let himself looking at her longer than it was necessary. He wouldn't do this elsewhen - just an old habit from the older days. Caring after own personality, he used to call that. They teamed up after a short and sedate talk few days ago, and since then they have barely got to know each other. She had this c

2014 04 30 First division, charge Machineguns of misunderstanding Spit out casing hills You will mow me down with astonishment and indirect glance half-spread lips and a gasped question And they will hurt just as much as lead thundering through the body Your final denial a cannonball to the head First division charge Survivors will be raised to untold splendor There won't be any

2014 04 27 'When to the moment I shall say, "Linger awhile! so fair thou art!" Then mayst thou fetter me straightway': ...None of us will nevermore exclaim. To brief joys our souls are sold Our gain - flightless ephemeral thought And a labirynth of intangible, yet luminescent book No one left to judge and punish For death dwelling chests Never-amused eyes And triviality of the tongue And only madmen cry at night Desperately wanting to feel Their tears and pain an apogee Of present-day emotionality.